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  • Last Words

    Dear Mom, I write to you often about what I wish I could have told you before you died. All the thoughts I kept quiet. The secrets I kept hidden. The feelings I swallowed. I wonder, was there anything you… Continue reading

    Last Words
  • New Year, New Decade, New… Goals?

    Dear Mom, A new year has begun. It’s now 2025. I sat down this week to write to you about my goals for this next year. In fact, I wrote around 1100 words about my desire to flourish in all… Continue reading

    New Year, New Decade, New… Goals?
  • This Time is Different

    Dear Mom, It’s been a week since the election. A week where I, and I imagine many Americans as well, have been going through the stages of grief. It’s a strange journey to rapidly grieve like this. To wake up… Continue reading

    This Time is Different
  • A Birthday Mourning

    Dear Mom, It says a lot that I’m not even sure how to begin this letter to you. There are so many words circling my head. So many thoughts I want to spew out onto this page. Where do I… Continue reading

    A Birthday Mourning
  • Navigating Setbacks

    Dear Mom, I often feel like I’ve turned a corner. That I’ve somehow figured out a way to survive my life without you. Then, something happens. Not always something big. Often, it’s a seemingly insignificant moment which reminds me that… Continue reading

    Navigating Setbacks
  • See You Next Time

    Dear Mom, We did it. We went to Chicago. We had a wonderful visit, but I can’t seem to kick this feeling that I failed you. That it wasn’t enough. I dreamt of this trip to your city. Envisioned taking… Continue reading

    See You Next Time